Two rows of heads puffed white for show are turned to watch the gurney go parade-like down the hall and through the double doors, and out of view. They linger, as the swinging doors are gazed to stillness, and intercourse is but the mingling of silhouettes. Beyond the tumults of regret and wonder, they are elsewhere, all their architecture of recall connecting lives to family plots, or maybe—further back—in what may be a keepsake memory—light parade, perhaps—a child's delight in clowns and cotton candy, high and wispy as puffed hair. Friends die often, but not in violence— not here, where death comes to the sense in not-quite-joy, and not-quite-grief, but trembling, lightly, like a leaf that might be blown, or not, or light as dandelion fields puffed white and wispy, wavering. In slow surmise they glaze on quiet with quiet eyes, filling the hall with noiselessness, and dreaming but to acquiesce to dream, and but to linger some in thrall to stillness yet to come.
Death Watch at the Nursing Home
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